is running away a sign of weakness? its been my coping mechanism for all my life. everytime i sense something wrong i ll just shut it away and pretend that its not there.

why is the value of a student's life determined by a stupid sheet of paper( or more commonly known as certificate)? so what makes those who do well throughout the year but not the at the A levels(whatever the reason)?

aie good luck to those taking a levels. and re-test. mug hard theres still time =)

my mom said i cried a lot when i was a baby. puked and diarrhoead whatever that i ate too. a lot of funny stories of where my diarrhoea landed when i fired while they were changing my diaper. haahhaha it hit the telephone once :S which, according to them, was quite far away from where i was laid. so my diarrhoea flew. hahaha... i hope your meal before this isnt coming out. anyway my mom said she didnt know why the hell i was crying most of the time plus the doctors couldnt find the cause of me rejecting the food babies would normally eat. so i got sent over to msia for my grandparents to take care. heard i gave them a hard time too. my mom brought me back when i was better. hmmm 3 years old i guess? cant remember.

ahahah i dont know whats the point of this post. maybe to remind myself of who took care of me when i was sickly and (probably) dying. OH my ah ma said ji gong saved me. you know him? the poor monk who eats meat! no wonder i was so fascinated by the show when i was young. the one xie shao guang acted in. i even used the cover for the badminton racket to prop it over my head once to look like him. then my mom scolded me. hahaha funny how i rmb all these.